Living in Arizona in the summer is like living in a fat man's sweaty armpit. Its so hot and when it rains its muggy and sticky. Humidity is not my friend, in fact on Saturdays I make it a point to not go outside unless its an emergency. I can go a whole day without letting the sun touch my beautiful stretched out flabby skin.
Anyway besides Arizona being so hot, do you know who has two thumbs and is going to rock his clinicals this Saturday?
This Guy!
He's headed down to Tucson to take his test and I'm going solely for Grandpa Button's potato pancakes and Grandma Button's banana shakes. So good....I'm drooling as I type this. On another note, can you believe that I'm six weeks away from giving birth? It really needs to come sooner. I'm not sure how all of you are going to endure my rants on my hooha hurting and my stories on how I can cry,laugh, yell and pee my pants all at once. Does anyone else feel like saying vagina is like all the people in the Harry Potter movies saying Voldermort? It makes you feel uncomfortable and awkward to say it so you come up with another name for it?
Thats hot.....
Hang in there baby
Recently, I feel like I've been overwhelmed with a series of situations. Really they aren't that bad and if I were normal they wouldn't have been a big deal, however.....being pregnant has magnified my emotions by quadruple. I've been really stressed about money and I've been working really hard ok maybe not REALLY hard but I've paid more attention to our finances than I have in the past. I know, I know....I've been married for almost 2 years and I'm just starting it now. I have seen the light and am now forging a path that will lead our family to be financially fit. Ok so back to the finances. Josh has been working part time and going to school full time. Poor guy, I'm glad he has time to breathe and shower.
This month has been a little scary with the bills that we have and we aren't crazy broke, but its been such a challenge because we've been trying to pay off our debt and other monthly bills that we have. Its not fun, let's not forget to mention that we have made payments and for some reason the billing company decides to take a double payment. What the crap is that about? So, today that happened again this would be the third time its happened to us. I did the only thing I could. I cried, not just any crying but huge crocodile tears and I did the huffing and puffing....at work. I was embarrassed because my eyes were red and my cheeks puffed up.
After feeling sorry for myself, I went to the bathroom and prayed. I just prayed for a little comfort and I came back to my desk and tried really hard to suck it up. Then, it came, a little comfort. I felt like the Grinch when his heart started to grow bigger and bigger. I really have nothing to complain about. I may have a little money, but it'll get me by. I have a healthy baby girl and I have hard working, loving husband. I am humbled. Things always work out. Let me be your "hang in there" kitty poster for today.
